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Live Recordings

by Adeem the Artist

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I Go On 03:17
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Midway Motel 04:04
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Sidewalk 03:06
Though I do not know the language, I think I understand I’ve been watching this for years, the breaking of the man, And now it isn’t just my father or the priest, it’s in my hands They are trembling with terror; they are splitting at the ends And growing out of my doubt- a little faith I was bleeding out on the pavement at the Days Inn down on western When the storm hit and I watched it through a haze from all the pills they gave me Bit my lip and I whispered shit that I can’t remember, Bitter prayers like road flares at the wreck in mid-December off 40 and I can’t forget the smell, Gasoline down my jeans then made a thin trail to a warm puddle My foot twitched and I switched its position, heard the bone Against the gravel and instantly, with blurred vision Noticed the warm cloth drenched in oil and blood, Laid down like a funeral shroud spread out there on the sidewalk I saw the bumps and I knew there was a child beneath, Felt the memories like fetuses inside of me Then came the worst part- a name And I, I spoke it By nightfall, I had drank enough alcohol to drown a memory, Then the images made themselves more clear to me It was eerie; these were nearly the same feelings and fears That we clasped desperately to in the moment, but there were years between us In life, you have to make a choice, Between the newspaper headlines and the office noise Get a job and a mortgage and the more you spend, Your voice is suffocated but you’ve made it, you’re a big success And the moral is- you suffer daily or you kill your dreams and you still suffer. Though I do not know the language, I guess I understand Take my place among the villagers; it’s time we made a plan We can’t be owned or operated, we aren’t machines- we are men And we have blood inside our bodies, in our eyes, and on our hands Who are we now? Who are we now? You know us
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Charles Johnson in a flour stained apron Rolled down into Knoxville Ten barrels in crooked letters On the pages of a paper from the Sentinel The table is wet with butter And a local boy rolls the cheese Goes off with a lick and a promise When a blond Angelica screams, “Here comes the bulls!” Butter up them biscuits, boys Bring the sheriff down Put some gravy on my flaky rolls I’m eatin’ anyhow And I’ll look that sheriff in the eye He can lock me up right now But I’ll ride his horse down gay street Waving as I leave this town Kid Curry fixin’ bootleg biscuits Peddlin’ purple jam Down on central avenue at Patrick Sullivans Burnt bacon and the crowd gets rowdy Time to turn the heat down low Made out like a shot of lightning crash through the saloon window Here come the bulls! Butter up them biscuits, boys Bring the sheriff down Put some gravy on my flaky rolls I’m eatin’ anyhow And I’ll look that sheriff in the eye He can lock me up right now But I’ll ride his horse down gay street Waving as I leave this town Well Knoxville ain’t your kind of town If it’s violence you been craving Old Patrick’s ain’t no bucket of blood It’s a bucket full of gravy
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I was on a downward spiral for several months of shows Lashing out at listeners in the catacombs below And in the vast and present darkness, you were a flickering light Sending out love like signals from a satellite   And I am not a sentimental man these days I am a mass of blood and passion I am not a well-designed maze I am not who I thought I’d be at twenty eight I am stumbling blindly from the canvas to the frame   You were introspective in the letters that you wrote Didn’t care for America or a promissory note And out there on the ocean we were both drifting along On rafts made of our elders as they fled from Babylon   And you are not tethered to the earth these days You are a mass of stars and poetry Rising from the clay You are not all of these self-ascribed names You are art stumbling blindly from the canvas to the frame   All these photographs and artifacts watching life behind the glass It is our task to find the cracks and make our way through I found life in high definition Beyond the prison of a timeline I was given Our life is not a public exhibition Stripping off the weight of given names, We are stumbling blindly from the canvas to the frame
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Impossible 02:40
I am naked and holding your hand I will make it not how you planned I am impossible to know it is impossible to exist I am impossible and you are impossible I am fragile such delicate bones invisible seamstress speak through my headphones I am impossible to know it is impossible to exist I am impossible and you are impossible
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You were standing at the register freckle cheeked and starry eyed Jewelry in your septum , purple hair badly dyed And I waded through the space between the two of us like memoirs You were barely seventeen, nursing suicide scars    And were that I could hold you like a father would Through the tumultuous seasons of your childhood I just looked you in the eyes and I believe that it was understood I saw you And now I’m alone with thoughts of you And there’s not a lot that I can do But I can sing a song for you if it’ll make you feel better Like a magic spell in melody For all the kids like you and me Who don’t know what they’re supposed to be You are loved. You are treasured. Were that I could hold you like a father would Through the tumultuous seasons of your childhood I will look you in the eye and I declare that you are good I see you
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I stepped out into traffic and felt the cars race by A hurricane of blind emotions guiding me from inside The workers organized; this highway’s occupied By rage and flesh and I will sacrifice myself upon the asphalt of I-81 Headlights blazing down the interstate I make my way into the center of the lane If I could inhale before it breaks through me, it would be nice just to breathe again Wipe me away, clean the streets Keep the Country safe from me Nothing is changing I take a hit, let it break Spinning on the freeway I send you spinning

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live recordings from various places. photography by Holly Rainey

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released July 11, 2017

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Adeem is a seventh-generation Carolinian, a makeshift poet, singer-songwriter, storyteller, and blue-collar Artist.

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