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Forgotten Songs & American Dreams

by Adeem the Artist

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I started out as a light in my father's eye at a Texaco My mama was working overnights on Sam Wilson Road She was a madcap teenage runaway- a year past graduation She was new in town and he was burning down the place with infatuation She fired red-hot buckshot distress calls across the parking lot A rebel reeling from the feeling of rooting around for a little repose They chased sunrise with moonshine after tussling and muttering secrets all night I started out as a light in Carolina I started out as a light in my mother's eye many years ago in the numbing fires of live wires loose in foster homes From my grand-dad's grip to my mothers lip, there's an ancestral impression and there are bullet sounds in the Tennessee ground from things I forgot to mention She fired red-hot buckshot distress calls across the parking lot A rebel reeling from the feeling of rooting around for a little repose They chased sunrise with moonshine after tussling and muttering secrets all night I started out as a light in Carolina From the birth canal to the whistle of emergency sirens, You've got a lot of skins to wear as you try to figure out who you are and it ain't easy and it ain't fair You might change your friends and dye your hair from time to time but you're gonna be fine It don't matter what people say- don't expect them to undersand Ain't nobody someone else's mistake; life is not always the things you plan. You may veer left when you meant to steer right but you're doing alright
2.
I need a cigarette and a raincoat and a roadtrip to the west coast 'cause I've been drowning in the bummers of hot, heavy summers, and buskers full of covers on the square I need to drink from this flask, to take off this mask that I wear in the bar rooms and rodeos 'cause these flickering lights that say, "Music Tonight!" sound so vague and insincere I need a long kiss at sunset with hair matted in sweat I need a long hike up the deep side of a mountain that ain't got a name I need a deep sleep, need a big dream one with new colours that I ain't seen I need to feel your soft, silky skin like milk in the bowl when I wake in your arms I need to scream loud where the echo sounds like a scream back from the storm clouds God damn, I need to sing out a song that ain't never been sung I need a long kiss at sunset with hair matted in sweat I need a long hike up the deep side of a mountain that ain't got a name I need to hold you 'till the deep hue of the sunset explodes like a nuclear blast and I ask you one last question it's wordless and feels like ice in my lungs I need a heavy rain and a warm gin and your chicken scratch love and a good pen I need a heavy rain and a warm gin and your chicken scratch love every now and then, I need a good pen
3.
I was on a downward spiral for several months of shows lashing out at listeners in the catacombs below and in the vast and present darkness, you were a flickering light casting out love like signals from a satellite and I am not a sentimental man these days I am a mass of blood and passion I am not a well-designed maze I am not who I thought I'd be at 28 I'm stumbling blindly from the canvas to the frame I could tell you were introspective in the letters you wrote didn't care for America- or a promissory note and out there on the ocean, we were both drifting along on rafts made of our elders as they fled from Babylon you are not a sentimental soul these days you are a mess of stars and poetry rising from the clay you are not all of these self-ascribed names you are art stumbling blindly from the canvas to the frame all these photographs of artifacts hiding life beyond the glass it is our task to find the cracks and make our way through I found life in high-definition beyond the prison of a timeline I was given our life is not some public exhibition We are throwing off the weight of given names stumbling blindly from the canvas to the frame
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California 02:42
Somebody warned us in California, "things here are going to change" So, we tossed a suitcase beside of my guitar decided to live on spare change and we're free, love, we are free free as two birds flying inside a cage and we're free love, we are free my freedoms, my shackles, and me by a cafe in Weedsport, there is this antique shop where history's gathering dust and in a mirror, I saw my reflection pale and not what I once was but the radio sang me a song of redemption and distracted me from my eyes an old man reflecting on a life of mistakes it was me in an alternate life and we're free, love, we are free as free as the wind as it kisses the trees and we're free, love, we are free my freedom, my shackles, and me and I'll play the part of the wind, and you play the trees
5.
There's a kid at the front in a bowlers cap combat boots and a felt red sash got a jacket sewn together with some pieces of trash and a unicycle parked out back and there's a table full of communists talking real fast on a lip gloss, table saw, red county tax got a bottle rocket, pick-pocket, boot knocking socket wrench and real short bangs I suppose and I never felt quite like this before honey, I don't think we're in Boone anymore there's an awful lot of zine's here- that's for sure honey, I don't think we're in Boone anymore There's rice on my burger and aioli spread with a vegan mayonnaise and a cabbage head and I asked for "hooch" but they must've heard "booch" so I'm drinking vinegar instead and there's a radio singing out a gypsy folk band with a catholic choir singing in Italian and there's a jazz sax too- he's sitting in the room with me his buddy's got opinions on the palm of my hand and I've never felt quite like this before honey, I don't think we're in Boone anymore they got six different tarot spreads mapped on the floor honey, I don't think we're in Boone anymore
6.
I Suppose 02:52
We had a good run I changed your contact name to mom from Elizabeth in my phone I've been known to change my mind about the people that I love from time to time and it's time, I suppose Your sponsor says all the things I want her to say She says your sober and that I owe you all my gratitude for making me this way and I am grateful, I suppose There's a reason to keep breathing That's the prayer I keep repeating in the moments when I don't believe it's true and I occasionally test it when I'm alone and I am breathless like I get when my reflection looks a little bit like you What am I to do when I am lost and listless and tired of soaking bridges you set fire to we might have had a couple good days but I need to get away, I suppose
7.
she's got a body like a submarine periscope, propellers, and other shiny things she's my kinda lady oh yeah she's my kinda lady- she runs on gasoline early in the morning with her firecracker hair gears grinding, sparks flying off and everywhere she's my kinda lady yeah, she's my kinda lady she's my kinda lady from the piston slaps to the fan belt screams she's my kinda lady I'm sick with the love she's my kinda lady- intolerant of my casual affection (she doesn't engage me at all) she's my kinda lady she don't wear socks she's my kinda lady she groans like an ox and she moves like an ox (she might be an ox?) she's my kinda lady she's my kinda lady she's my kinda lady I've told you that many times she's my kinda lady she's a vintage machine oh, she's got a body like a submarine she's my kinda lady she drinks straight gasoline
8.
I was born in a Weigel's in the middle of the store While my daddy pumped gas, mom was pumping more She squeezed me out in the middle of the store and I did a little dance for the overnight cashier She said, "Good morning. Oh lordy! There's an awful lot of fluid in here." So, I looked down the aisle and I looked at my mother And I grabbed a little jar of creamy peanut butter I scooped it out with my tiny, wet hands Balanced on a tower of pringles cans to reach the shelf all by myself I was 32 seconds old I was born in a Weigel's off Western avenue I gummed a little brittle in the middle of the gas hospital But I knew it'll be a little bitter to chew And I was slamming milk silk and sweeter than my mama built I was swaddled in a corn dog quilt underneath a W moon Well, the years went by and I got a little higher (plus, my height grew too) and I never got tired I was keener than the sheen of an Icee machine Producing more power than gasoline A wild little bean on a trampoline; a pre-teen Adeem And I was married in a Weigel's and we skipped champagne Had a fountain of milk 'cause we couldn't abstain Bought a plot of land near the mountain range and put a little cabin in Strawberry Plains Found ourselves a Weigel's parking lot made a little spark 'till the car got hot Let it erupt and sure enough we did the whole thing over again I was born in a Weigel's off Western Avenue I gummed a little brittle in the middle of the gas hospital But I knew it'll be a little better to chew And when the time came, I chewed it 'till I give myself a migraine I didn't stutter- I love peanut butter And another thing- I don't have another thing to say
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We've been selling off our books and records, instruments our grandparents played We've been selling off our books and records, but we're gonna buy them back some day For the last two years the rent keeps getting higher and our neighbors all have cars we can't afford I'm working two jobs now and, brother, I stay tired but we could always stand to make a little more The way it goes I doubt we'll be here by December We both know there's gonna have to be a break I priced my blood to try and turn back on our power Oh, Lord, there's got to be a better way We've been selling off our books and records, instruments our grandparents played We've been selling off our books and records, but we're gonna buy them back some day These past few winters have been harder than expected Unknown numbers call us all hours of the day Both been learning how to cook our suppers cheaper and stretch it out until we get paid The way it goes, I doubt we ever will retire but the cast iron will be seasoned well by then And if we're lucky we'll have moments by the fire put some records on and read a book again We've been selling off our books and records, instruments our grandparents played We've been selling off our books and records, but we're gonna buy them back some day and down at Tommy's Pawn, there's an unheard song buried in my grandpa's guitar by a box of antique photos I got when granny Marie passed on We learned hard to take it on the chin Get our bills caught up in time to fall behind again We've been selling off our books and records, instruments our grandparents played We've been selling off our books and records, but we're gonna buy them back some day

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Adeem Bingham is a seventh-generation Carolinian, a makeshift poet, singer-songwriter, storyteller, and blue-collar Artist. He began toiling at his instrument in 2002 when his family relocated to Syracuse, NY and used songwriting as a vehicle with which to process the ensuing culture shock, his faith, and later his journey through apostasy.

Blending a homegrown affection for Country Music with the emotional turmoil of alternative folk in the early aughts, he has created a unique brand of Americana that pays homage to John Prine and John Darnielle (of The Mountain Goats) in equal parts. Imbued with the ancestral traces of southern music and colored by a palette ranging from lo-fi anti-folk to post-punk, the songs traverse the vast compass of human emotion.

With humor and wit, Adeem weaves a rich tapestry of words in each song; exploring the sparse corners of Appalachia with a trembling vulnerability and a wry joke. Whether opining on the disparity of “hooch” and “booch” in the collision of generations or straddling the duality of being a “blue collar boy” who is a “complicated dame,” Adeem excavates unwonted stories of the forgotten south.

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released May 3, 2019

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